
Monday, August 08, 2005
why do i still care bout you?
why do i bother so much?
why do i still think bout everything?
why do i feel angry when i know you are out with other girls?
i don know.
i didn want to think.
you ask me why.
i don know.
i told you i had watch the movie "notebook"
i forgot their names.
"but its bout this couple
their love last till the end of time.
when they started dating during the teenage life,
manda parents didn approve as mike was poor.
they quarrel about it and she left the city the next day.
he enter the army force soon after.
mike wrote 365 letters to manda.
but manda's mum kept it.
she was a nurse taking care those injured soldiers.
manda happen to met this guy,francis.
francis wanted to date her.
and so,they went out on a date.
slowly manda had forggotten mike and was in a relationship with francis.
mike came back home from army and decided to build the white house.
the white house was their dream home.
so he to that she might come back after he build it.
meanwhile,manda was gonna marry francis.
mike's white house was on the paper.
manda saw it and she started thinking bout him.
she went back to look for him.
theyspend the night tgt.
manda decided to return to mike.
and so,they got back tgt.
but sadly when they married years later,
manda lost her memories.
so she had forggotten mike,her childrens and grandchildrens.
but mike is always by her side.
telling her their story.
and..
they pass away tgt on one of the night when manda rmb everything..."
i was hoping that our love will last this long too.
i was hoping that we are fated to be tgt.
have i forgotten your love?
why wasn't my love for you was as strong as i tot?
i cant wait for the years to past and so you can propose to me agn.
its silly i know.
but i wanted to marry you and
be your wife.
i wanna to be there for you till the end of time.
what happen?
i hate myself...
{/9:19 PM}
count on it .